Monday, February 1, 2016

Will I Ever Find Love?



Frankly speaking, I have one girl who provides me with the best sex I've ever had in my life, two active exes, and about three girls that were "the ones that got away" but will I ever find love? 

The problem is, I crush a lot and tend to fall in and out of lust often; never being able to decipher if what I'm feeling is love. Growing up in the 90's, love seemed way more feasible, now it's like if you don't open the right direct message, you might miss out on the love of your life. (Sad but true.) 

At 26, I'm starting to question if I'll ever get to experience the type of love my parents have but then again my parents didn't have social media. Maybe I'm looking for someone that doesn't exist and not to mention...still having ties with my two exes probably is not helping me move on. I'll admit, I'm open to love but also ignorant to it.

To be honest, I'm tired of women letting me down. Maybe I was expecting too much from them, or maybe they weren't willing to put in the work. Either way it fell apart, now every time we cross paths they're asking me "Why didn't it work out?". In my mind I'm thinking "Because you're an idiot that's why!", to often men get the blame for the destruction of a relationship...women break hearts too. When it's all said and done, often more is always said than done but will I ever find love? 

Written by: Shakir Blanding @bal.ly
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